Dream

Yesterday I had this dream, this dream that I was going to die. A dream I was dead. A dream I can never speak of, a horrible unmentionable one.

The first flashback I was just in my bed, when I hear someone approaching. I thought it was just my sister, Rebecca, coming home and heading upstairs after she left her party. You see, Rebecca is my sister, she is very nice and very beautiful, but really wild. I know she drinks and that she parties every night when she's supposed to be at a friend's house studying, I guess that's just Rebecca. So anyway, when the person comes in through the door it's not Rebecca, it's a man with a black sweater on, his hood covering up his face. I scream but the sound just echoes off the empty walls of my empty house. I'm sweating a whole lot, and thats when it ends.

The next flashback is when I'm in my kitchen reading a book but I find a letter addressed to my parent's, I open it up because it's from an unusual name. I read it. It only says one sentence.

"I'm coming, and I'm killing her." I dropped it and picked up my book to read something else, maybe my mind was playing tricks on me. Maybe it said,"I'm coming and I'm kissing her." I hear the door creak open, I become silent.

Then the world turns black and in another dream I'm dreaming about a man. It's actually my step-brother. He's going about his life when he hears a knock on the door. Obviously he answers it to find his girlfriend, Judith. She has a folder in her hand with 'P2KTGM' written on it.

Death

The last two dreams were the worst.

The first one was about me, I was in the hospital. At first my eyes flickered open and my mom was crying on my hospital bed, my dad calling his work associates to tell them something and Rebecca leaning on her boyfriend, Jack's shoulder. It felt as soon as I closed my eyes life would be taken from me, but of course it was a dream...and I was so tired. So so tired, I could feel my eyes closing. The next thing I saw was myself, I was standing in my hospital room and I could see myself lying on the bed with my mom sitting there hugging my body, dad sitting on a chair leaning over feeling his forehead, and finally Rebecca was crying and Jack was hugging her. Then they stood up to leave, so I ran over to them and asked why they were leaving. They couldn't hear me, or they were ignoring me. I ran over to my lifeless body laying on the bed and then I felt myself being sucked in.
Then I landed in a black room, a dead dark one. Then as quickly as the black room came it disappeared and I was standing outside the gates of my town cemetery. I felt the cold wash over me. I was wearing a fancy black dress and no sweater. I shivered and walked over to the open pit to see who died. There was no coffin in the pit but there was an open coffin on the other side of the cemetery. I went to see who it was. I saw my mom's shoulders shaking, my dad was frowning and Rebecca was bawling her eyes out. I went over to Rebecca to ask what was wrong but she just ignored me, and she just kept crying. I was starting to get scared, I walked over to the open coffin. What I saw inside was just as unsettling, the person in the coffin was me. I was wearing a silky black dress, very much like the one I was wearing at the moment. I saw notes, flowers, cards, candy and presents layed on green velvet bottom of the coffin. I was starting to panic, so I turned and went over to my grandmother's grave, Agatha Verdana, and I knelt down by it. "What's going on?" I asked, tears rolling down my face. I heard the wind whistle. The coffin ws being lowered into the ground so I ran over to see it being buried. On the top lid of the coffin something was engraved with gold. I bended over to try to see what it was:

Elianora Verdana
1993-2008
'We love you Elli, rest in peace'-Becci
'Goodbye Elli, you are my BFF and always will be, RIP' -Jade
"We will always remember you, I love you'-Daddy
"Elli, I love you so much, I will never forget you, You should have gotten everything' -Mommi

They lowered the coffin into the ground and began digging. I was scared, what was going on? I am NOT dead, i'm right here!!! I saw Jade crying and hugging her brother, her mom and my mom were talking.

at home again

After the graveyard procession I ran home, I ran so fast and so agile my body felt like I was dead, but of course, I wasn't. The wind felt like it was slipping through me, my nose was running as I ran, but I kept on going strong. I could feel and hear my heart pounding harder and harder in my chest but I kept on. I finally reached our house, it looked gloomy and sad. It no longer looked like the usual happy family home it was. I walked inside because I was hungry and tired of being ignored.
I saw the car pull in and Becci, Dad, and Mom got out of it and walked toward the house. I ran over to hug Becci, I threw my arms around her and exclaimed,"Becci! I'm right here! I'm not dead!"
"Ugh, there's fog surrounding us, surrounding our whole lives. If it isn't gloomy enough." She brushed me off and kept walking. To have my own sister brush me off, it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.
"I still feel like there's mist surrounding us," said Becci.
"Becci, don't be so melodramatic," said Dad.
"Well sorry father," replied Becci hotly.
"Becca, don't reply to your father like that. We give you everything you want and we take care of you," said Mom.
"Well, Mom, you'd be upset if Aunt Janette died, wouldn't you?" asked Becci, her mouth curled downward.
"Well, yes, I guess I would.."
"Exactly, I lost my little sister! she was my best friend, we did everything together. When she tried out of that TV pilot and made it and I didn't she gave that up for me! For ME! Who isn't as perfect as you want to believe!" said Becci hotly.

"Also, do you know how I got the nickname Becci?!"
"Yes honey, you have Becci in your name."
" No! Because when I was two and Elli was one and I tried to tell her my name. It came out sounding like Rebecci, and so she kept chanting 'Becci! Becci! Becci!' over again. That's how I got my name Becci, that's why she always hated people calling me Rebecca or Becca. Now that she's dead, I feel like I'm missing a half of me!" yelled Becci at no one.